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November 8, 2007

I'm sort of sabog right now. So please forgive me if I sound incoherent. 

 

I just realized that maybe I am depressed and feeling empty. I guess it's sort of obvious to those who are sensitive enough to see through me.  Thus, the almost daily shopping sprees  worth thousands of moolah. Well, at least I enjoyed myself even for just a few hours or days. I've finally proven to myself that money can't buy happiness. But at least I'm not poor and miserable. Just miserable. Oh well. Same difference.

 

I've almost completed the list of ingredients I need for the spells I plan to make. There are some people I wanna bewitch. They're mean and EQ-less. I hope my spells work. I'll blog about them soon,  the good and bad spells I mean.

 

I'm sooo fat. I started exercising this evening at around 9pm, after I installed some Xmas lighting for our Belen and Parol at the balcony. While shedding off some pounds, I was also watching CSI seasons 1 & 2. I used to do this a lot during MDP. Lately, I've been so tired from work (& shopping) that I'd just vegetate on our bed right after having dinner. 

 

I commuted going home and it was sooo bad timing, the traffic along coastal was horrific! I spent two and a half hours on the road when I'd normally spend only 40 minutes from MOA to our house. Peter and I usually go home so late in the evening, thus, less traffic. I thought, at least I didn't go shopping this time. Waiting for Peter at MOA is a financial disaster waiting to happen.  Hehehe.

 

To somehow make myself feel better, I've scheduled the next trips we'd be taking:

Nov. 17-18, 2007 Wake Baording at Lago de Oro, Calatagan, Batangas

Nov. 30-Dec.2, 2007  Beach bumming at Club Panoly, Boracay

Dec. 15-16, 2007 Surfing at La Union

Feb 9-10, 2008 Overnight at Sofitel

Holy Week, 2008 beach Bumming at Boracay

I still have 4 days of forced leave and 1 day of special leave left. I plan to schedule it on Dec. 3-7, 2007. If my boss will allow me and if I have the budget, I'd want to go back to my fave vacay place. If no budget, a trip to Cebu-Dumaguete-Siquijor will do.

 

Again, to help me find myself again, I resumed listening to and reading Steven Covey's 8th Habit. I'll blog about this too some other time, when I'm done with the book. I have other unfinished books as well: The Beach, Tarot Bible, Palmistry, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and Shopaholic and Baby. I hope to finish them all soon so I can read my other books as well like Volumes 1-12 of Series of Unfortunate Events, Neil Gaiman's Fragile Things and Anansi Boys, and Paolo Coelho's Witch of Portabello to name a few.  I've been watching some not-so-old flicks too like Garfield, Murphy Brown, High School Musical II, etc.

 

Anyway, I'm sleepy now. I guess I just needed a sounding board. Just wanna let it all out, whatever "it" is. Night world. Hope tomorrow I won't feel so sabog anymore.

 

 

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