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I Started to Smoke…

June 6, 2006

Again. I started to smoke again the other day. Have you done anything lately that you know you hate but just couldn’t resist for some reason or another? My heart was just brimming with so much angst, hatred, and uncertainty then that I needed to let it all out. So suddenly, I just decided to smoke (not weed, at least, which a friend gave me a few months back and still haven’t used). The same way last year when I just decided to quit smoking, cold turkey, for no concrete reason at all. And I’m amazed at how impulsive I can be. If I want something so bad, I just do it/go get it. If only I could want to be very happy and successful then perhaps, I’d be that too, happy and successful. On the other hand, happiness and success is just a matter of looking at things from a different angle. (more…)

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